While many lose hope and get disheartened when struck by a life threatening disease, Bollywood actress Manisha Koirala on the contrary has got her calling and has suddenly reckoned that she ought to live a better life in the coming days.

She is currently undergoing a treatment for ovarian cancer in New York. And this process of saving her life has made her realize about her spiritual learning. Hence, she has decided that she will share this experience in an autobiography.

"Doing my best and leaving rest to bhagwan(god). I noticed, surrendering gives peace. Learning a lot through this process... actually most of my spiritual learnings are no more a concept, but now all are being experienced...actualised," wrote Manisha on her microblogging page.

She further added that the whole experience has turned out to be a blessing in disguise. "Is it a curse or by default a wish come true? Would be writing my thoughts on this process of discovery in my autobiography. I think I am ready now for it. There is lot to achieve. Again n again thank you namann ji.you are the best teacher one can have..wisdom,compassion n humbleness personified..I m blessed," she added.