October 25, 2010 (Sampurn Wire): It is a well known fact that English singer and television personality Cheryl Cole has been going through a tough time in her personal life since quite some time following the disclosure of infidelity of her hubby, England and Chelsea footballer Ashley Cole. She has now confessed that the year 2010 has been the worst year for her.

The X Factor judge said that her self confidence has been hurt due to her divorce case with Ashley. She is now nursing her broken heart and cannot even cry out for the same. However, the Heartbreaker singer wants to come out of this and start afresh in 2011. She wants to welcome the New Year by bidding adieu to the grieving moments.

Cheryl is still confused why all these happened to her as she still talks with him about the general stuff. She was quoted saying that she would never be able to understand why things went like this.

According to Cheryl, divorce is the worst thing to happen in her life and she prays that no one goes through a divorce in life. A traumatized Cheryl feels that it never matters to you which car you drive or what house you have if your heart is breaking.

Just fresh from the pain of divorce, Cheryl feels numb and she cant even recognize her own sentiments. She added that sometimes she fails to recognize herself. She has been crying non-stop and it has become too much for her now.

Cheryl will soon open her heart out on ITV1 show Life Stories to Piers Morgan. Now, we can understand what has made her confess that 2010 has been worst for her.

--Sampurn Wire